Monday, July 30, 2007

Do you know?

In every blogs or stories of someone, I believe it do hide a story behind. Not to say all, but some. I found it out, someone stated something out, is actually reflecting there current situation, they uses 3rd party to describe as them. So reading something that you don't really understand, but you still find that as a story as well. So that's the secret behind the particular article or blog or any sort of writing form.

Again, think before you judge something.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Thoughts...

I thought nothing is impossible.
I thought everything can be done, unless you didn't try it.
I thought being enthusiastic is what I am now.
I thought concentration is all you need to forget the past.
I thought being wise, think before you do anything is just perfect for life.
I thought that I am stupid enough to love someone at this moment.
I thought I could be happy with my new life.
I thought I can be strong enough to accept critic.

All this while I've been thinking what ever thoughts you want to succeed, are actually under your control. It's depends on what do you want, and what kind of road you choose to go with. Nothing is impossible as I mentioned above.

But, is actually very hard to go through if you are thinking of succeeding in one thing. Well, everyone's know that being successful is not an easy accomplish task. You got to climb up the stairs, step by step, going by going, once you fall down, you got to climb back up again.

Just when you thought of doing things that will sacrificing one's will and gain another need as I mentioned in my previous post. Of course you will be sad of sacrificing either one, but the other road that you had not chosen will keep barking inside your heart and tell you, you should go for this but not that. This is truly hurt.

You don't get to feel as normal as you want, you don't get to feel as happy as you want, you don't get to be as lovely as last time. This is just too guilty for my self. You just can't forgive yourself that easily. It's just not the true of yourself.

Anyway, life is life, you got to be happy and stay no regret for what you have chosen, as I mentioned earlier as well... Just act normal and stay happy with that. Or you will just drop your tears out and release some stress in yourway of releasing it.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Rebus...

Definition of REBUS.

Just wanted to share a question, asked from my younger cousin who are at the age of 10.

That day, he throw me a question while we are having a supper outside. At first, he ask my mom that her English is good right? What my mom supposed to answer? You can't said you are good, at least you are a English master holder or even Prof. then only you can consider your self as GOOD in English, not to forget about excellent in English. Nobody in life can said they have an excellent in language.

Anyway, my mom just answer with alright, maybe is good enough for a 10 years old.

Here comes the question of rebus he asked.

Q1: Guess 3MCE!
A1: Er....

Can you actually guess what's that? Luckily her son, Me, are smart enough to answer it correctly but without a reason. That's just because I guess.

Anyway, interested in knowing what's the answer?
A1:3 Blind Mice...

Know why?

Reason for A1 is: 3 is 3 of course. MCE without I = MICE. I=eye. so 3 Blind Mice.

Get me? Just imagine our 10 years old child are throwing such kind of question. Luckily I can answer, just because when it comes to 3, I thought of 3 blind mice.

Another 2 question being thrown as well. Just to share some..

Friday, July 20, 2007

Think, decide, and action...

"I don't love you" BUT " I honestly love you"...

Do you think the above phrase sound familiar? Like you heard before? Songs title?

Person who heard that before, had experienced with some frustrated question. Ever thought of how hard this question will be to answered by yourself? Actually this is just what you feel when you are thinking too much. But to be true, you got to think about it before any decision or movement being made. Beside that, you got to think about the causes as well. It might brought us happiness but how about sadness?

Especially for years past question, you have decided last time doesn't mean it can last long. Maybe couple of years past, you have the feel to decide whether you want to continue stick with your earlier decision or make a new one now.

Making Decision is a very hard thing, just like asking you to choose your family or the one whom you love. After making decision, things will not be the same anymore, it might be even better or it can be worst.

This sounds just too hard when it comes to another factors that causes you to think not only twice, but more than that.

Anyway, if that particular decision is chosen, you got to stick with it, and stay no regret for it for sometime.

With attached, Both songs lyrics...

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You
When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I am not
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless needing
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another loan
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Olivia Newton John - I Honestly Love You
Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know
I love you , I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you must realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head
I love you , I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along every day
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you got the chance to say
I love you, I honestly love you

If we both were born
In another place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this
I love you, I honestly love you
I honestly love you

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Lucky or Bad luck?

Just few days didn’t post up, there are few cases that are happening, but now is the end of it. I’m so glad to found that I have time to post up something. Let’s talk about each of them. Basically, it sound so lot of it, but is only 3 of it are big cases.

Is end of the term this week, everyone is rushing their assignments, wish to finish it up as soon as possible. But guess what, I’m finish now. At the time of 4.49am, writing this just because I just finish my bath, wanted to refresh myself, then after this I going to meet the dream maker. Just before today, I was doing my work half way, after dinner, I went to bath and wanted to start back my work, after that, I don’t have the feel of doing any of them, what to do. First thing in my mind is to have some coffee to wake me up, because I already plan to overnight with my assignments. Then I call up Felix to accompany me for that.

On my way to Felix’s house - In the middle of highway.

“DANG”, That’s what I heard after I bump into a raise which construction site used for lorry in and out purposes. I didn’t notice that. Yes, my wrong to have high speed on the highway. That’s why I didn’t notice that. Later, I though everything was ok, still moving, nothing seems happen. Then after a 100m away, engine automatic shut down, which causes me cannot accelerate, then I have to stop by at the road site and check what happen. After stopping my car, it seems nothing happen. Then I sit back to the driver sit, wanted to continue my journey to Felix house, but then the engine couldn’t start.

I was lucky to tell you, I just got enough money to miss call someone, can this be counted as good luck or bad luck. Then I miss call Felix, follow by my mom. Luckily there was this TNB guy who are working on the road site, they got the light for me to check up, they even help me to look see whether everything is alright. After awhile, here come my buddy Felix with his Honda civic car drive beside me, I believe those call-man dare not come over because they might think that Felix is a call-man. Ok, come back, then he can’t actually do much also except accompany me. That’s how good he is.

Wait till our friends arrived, Joshua and Fatt. Fatt has enough knowledge about car mechanism to check. After he checked, he said everything seems fine, except for the fuel pump that can’t be checked because is underneath of the car, and it is in the middle of the night.

Sooner or later, here comes my parent. They can’t do anything as well but to call the insurance company. While waiting for the tow truck to come, my dad seems nothing mad about it, except the face had already changed. So what we can do is wait.

After around 30minutes of waiting, here comes the tow truck, what a guy that cannot see our car while we are actually just in front of the tow truck. Then he call up my mom and asked whether where we are, what a shock, my mom just answer him that we are in front of him, then only he realize there is a Matrix in front of him.

Here we start the towing procedure, I found out that being a tow truck man needed actually a lot of skills on driving, because is not easy to handle two car while the other is hanging behind of you. Especially the narrow type of road that he has to overcome. And he did that. What a nice turning he has done.

Later tomorrow, my dad asked for help from some mechanic friend to check it out. So my dad’s car engine starts again with a minimum cost. Luckily is low cost repair, if not, I really felt regret for going out at that time.

It’s an accident which no body actually want it to happen, to summarize this, the point is whether I am lucky enough to have just enough credit on my cell phone to miss call someone or I am having a bad night for that accident?

Monday, June 4, 2007

Is this true?

Your Extroversion Profile:

Activity Level: High

Friendliness: High

Assertiveness: Medium

Cheerfulness: Medium

Excitement Seeking: Medium

Sociability: Medium

Saturday, June 2, 2007

In the middle of the journey

Oh, Gosh! While listening to the songs of one of the band that asked me to join them as a bassist, but I refused because of too much work load. But I found that I’m actually regretted for refusing them to become a band. And now, they went through all the processes that make them one of the famous band in local scene. That’s what I’ve been hoping for last time, even now. But I really can’t afford to lose my time on that. If you ask me whether actually I have time for it, I’ll just tell you that I don’t have. But guess what, in my thinking as nothing is impossible as long as you did it. Time can be adjust, is all flexible, is just the question that I really one to be in a band or continue the wasted money on learning guitar and basses.

Dude, I’m telling you that I am wasting lots of time. But anyway, who cares. Is my own idea, to choose my first priority in studies, I do miss the time with my old band, Semibraves and Noise Trigger. The moment of jamming, the moment of creating songs, the moment that we enjoy, that kind of feeling can’t be found anywhere, unless I am in a gig that makes me doing head-banging, jumping here and there, pushing here and there. Joining in the crowd is another kind of feeling. Doing action that aggressive is part of releasing stress and being emotional is to express. What else can I say?

Playing songs is always what I wanted; playing in a group is always what I am interested. Choosing to study than playing music is my choice. Being success to chase towards my goal is the road that I’m taking now. But what about my interest? Do I really want it to end like this or how? The moment to choose is the moment like choosing a path that nobody chooses and a path that are safer to go on. So what about that? Giving up something is hard honestly, you miss the enjoyment, but yet you are suffering from being a successful man, in return you got success.

Anyway, back to the band, they are playing good, excellent, awesome, what else that’s good? I felt so regret for giving up, but I am just like no choice. But in fact, I do have, well this is life. If ever I got a chance to have my interest and success, I’ll give equal commitment on both.

Have you guys came through with this before?