The Road To Success

The new face

2009-06-02T11:53:00.001-07:00

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Not sure

2008-12-15T09:30:00.000-08:00

I am not sure of making the right choice,
I am not sure whether my decision hurt my feeling,
I am not sure how far I can stand still with my decision,
I am not sure of how to create a win-win situation,
I am not sure lying myself is the best decision,
I am not sure doing the real me will solve the problem,
I am not sure of many things that might cost me with tears while listening to "Tears & rain"
I am not sure putting this down is the right decision, and taking that up will succeed in future.

Situation has changed in me. I have see things differently due to the wrong timing of situation that happened. I wish I have not noticed that, and I got no feeling as a human being.

Is this a god's plan? To actually challenge me on making the right choice and the right decision that leads me to different future? Taking up decision is not easy, especially when it comes to feeling. When feeling play a role in a situation, you will have to make a wise choice that will not affect or that it actually affect a lot.

What do you want? - is a question to me.
I want this. - is a doubt on me.
I choose the other one. - is a disappointment.

Which one should I take, to just notice the other, or keep it silently and follow the flow?!! I must have going through a most difficult situation. I am playful, but I am not. I am 1, but Im not 1.

Ivan graduated

2008-10-11T10:55:00.000-07:00

For many months back, it was the first day of my enrollment to a college, the first class that I had attended was photography class. The first ever person I had met outside the photography studio was Melvin Gan. The foundation classes are all-round with happiness and knowledge. At the same time, I had found my so call "kai ma" in the college. She has been a good lecturer and "kaima" to me and Melvin. Sometime we have lunch together, even dinner together. We talk and laugh and share together.

Tomorrow is the day that I am going to receive my scroll.

To be honest, I had no excitement at all. Even though that's tomorrow, but I am still awake trying to write something about it at this wee hour. Bare in mind, I had not enough sleep for the past few days, and I am still awake here with eye half closed.

Through out the 3 years in College, learning is the key to my realistic future. A much more solid base as a Interior Designer. I believe I had learn enough from college to challenge the work out there with full of passion. I can truly tell you that my heart towards working is not about money, it's all about my passion in to this field.

Logically, all of us love money to assist us in living needs. At this moment, I have the living needs that I wanted now. But who knows what I wants in the future. So, let it go, I believe in passion works for money, not money works for passion. The key to many things is about exploring yourself toward the world. Learn yourself from what you get as experience. The more experience you have, the more things you seen, the more freedom you have.

P/S: after reading all my post in my blog, you can still see how passionate I am towards my success. It all contains word of wisdom.

CV

2008-10-09T03:28:00.000-07:00

I have been sending out CV to companies that I thought I would love to work with. But I got nothing in reply from them, so I am still the unproductive person each and everyday.

By now, that's about it. Cause Even though I am so free, but I have got no passion in writing everything that I have thought along the day. So maybe later...

Teluk Cempedak, Kuantan

Achieve but unsatisfied

2008-10-07T01:48:00.000-07:00

I was told that I am the one, I was told that I can do it.

Base on above, I think I had achieved them. It is a challenge to myself, but not to the others. I still think that I have not done the best I could, but it's already done. At least I am part of one that can make it done in time. It just wasn't enough for me to fulfill my satisfaction. Even though I have not thought that I could be the one, but I am the one now, and it is part of my goal to be the one, but I have no high hope on it while I am just trying my best to be the one as my goal.

I am glad that some of them appreciate what I have chosen and done. And the choice that I have chosen is good enough to satisfied some of them to put me in to competition with the others. Unless, I did a fine tune on it, before it is on par with the competition.

At least there is something to shout. This is my first time in my entire life. Even though it might not sounds big to some of you, but it sounds good to myself. As I did the one to myself. I am not taking this as a "proud" to myself. But is an achievement.

It is there, but not there. Half way there, but I am there.

Ya, I was told that I am the top scorer for my final project.

Change...

2008-10-05T12:43:00.000-07:00

As topic, from this post onwards, I am going to change. In something you might realize later, in few more post?! I don't know what's that, but I am trying to do it better just to show improvement in something. Well, that's for you to discover later. Chio...

DONE!! After life...

2008-10-03T12:59:00.000-07:00

Ya, I know it's another long skip here. But then, I just do not know what to write. Eventhough I am supposed to have a lot of ideas in writing since I am having a long break here... Where everything is done with college.

It's a 4months gap ahead to Melbourne for RMIT. I should have at least look for a contract job for 3months and left one month for myself to enjoy, especially with thick account after that 3 months work. But then I lack of completion letter from college, so that I cant take up a job without that letter. It's inappropriate. therefore what I am doing now at home, is not even productive. I am not trying to braise myself but I just cant continue living my life like this without anything to do. that's so not me. Being a productive person. I should have at least plan something to do, travelling it's the best things to do for now, but then I bitch poor - dont have money, but wanna spend money. So things are not running on my side.

Beside playing some futsal - indoor soccer if some of you do not know what's that. Drinking around at pubs and went clubbing sometime, perhaps cathing some movie. Nothing else ... Ya, I know when I am broke, I should not take all this that cost money. But then as I said earlier, I am bitch poor. So no choice, but to take money from parent, which I dont like to do that, cause it's so bad to take money from parent at my age, I am suppose to go out look for job, going for interview and making solution for a job instead of doing nothing, hanging around on the internet, playing games - simmcity 4.

How I wish to go on a village, just to check out what can that village offer and perhaps something can inspire me... The trip I went to perth last time was a great trip, it brings me laughter, inspiration, family bond.. And some of the places are just amazing enough for me to camp one night there with the natural coast, and some hot coffee, cause it's kinda cold over there. some sketch books perhaps. Lot more. If you were to ask me what's life, and that's life.

Talking about life, if you were to earn a lot, but lack out of fun. There is no life. if you earn a little, but yet you can dowhat's on your to-do-list, that's call life. One thing about life is call, excitement. If you do not have excitement on something, you lost curiousity. If you do not have curiousity, then I think you should just go back and stay on your bed. cause you dont even want to know what's happening beside you, what about, what's happening opposite of your coorination code?

I have a wish, it's to travel in budget around the globe, if that's ever possible. Cause it's a wish, therefore I can look forward to something instead of nothing.

July the Second Half...

2008-07-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

Here comes July, it's another half of my final project...

The research period of 3 months are not bad, but I think I can do much better than the current one. Since it's already past. I'll just let it be at this moment. The second half, the design period. Where I got to develope my design,space planning and many other stuff that I got to make in to consideration.

My sister has gone back to Perth. I am again, lonely at home, where there is only my own voice, own activity. Nobody to argue with. such a boring life. But then again, there is always the good part of it, where there won't be anyone to disturb me while I wanted to be alone. Especially when I am doing my work. It has been 6 weeks that my sister are with us. I got to stick back with my old lifestyle, where I go out almost everyday for drinks, movies, or foods...

It has been 2weeks since I hand i my application through IDP. And I have been looking at my email everyday of this 2 weeks. Hope to get something from them soon...

Let's talk back my final project.

It has been progressing last week. Today, I did some progress too. When I start, everything goes well, and I am happy with the last space planning, due to some little adjustment I got to plan every single thing again. So when it comes to readjsuting, I stucked eventually. And there's when I demotivate and starting to procrastinate again... For once again, I procrastinate... It's such a time wasting period, but then, since my dad has came back at that time. So I think I shall stop and continue when they are all asleep.

Oh ya, I have joined the lowyat forum photography section. I am just really into photography, so I have shared some of my photograph on it.. waiting for comment.. haha

P/S: obviously I am bored enought to write this... Hope for soe drinks...

Back to my final project.

The worst Period.

2008-06-14T10:59:00.001-07:00

Let me start by saying sorry since I have not post anything after "freedom".
Let me conclude the whole period before I start a new one.

FREEDOM - Great, the best rave party I have ever been to, perhaps the only one. Someone lost her ticket but she is calm and happy just because she got the chance to stay alone in the apartment to finish up her assignment. Yes, she did it all within the period. Other than that, the staying is the best apartment I have ever stay in to within PD due to the apartment is a private apartment, where I need to thanks Melvin for getting that for us. We have a good stay. Talking about Melvin, if this trip without him, there won't be a lot more fun, and a real freedom I shall say. He really eased out all out problem. Thumbs up for Melvin. Billion thanks you from all of us.

Direction to Freedom party...

The crazy bunch...

DJ Tiesto

DJ Cosmic Gate

DJ Ferry Corsten

GEMIA ISLAND - There is only one word to describe this island, which is located right beside Kapas Island - Simply "romantic". Due to the island is only quarter of Kapas island size, and I can tell you is really small that can only build a resort on this spectacular island. I got no say but to enjoy what I have in this trip. The sea view chalet is the best I have ever stay in, yes, it's also the only one by far. The experience is so different to stay in a sea view unit than a garden view unit. But the best thing is that this island only offer sea view chalet with a reasonable price. Check out this website: www.gemisland.com

Lynn Cozy Cafe - Head Chef - Carven Hooi (Australia)
Sours Chef - Calvin Ng (Malaysia)
The best family gathering ever through all my life. Since my sister is back as leisure, at the same time visit our family members, we are going to have a tight schedule. This is the only weekend that she is free to cook for us. So things plan out not bad. and it turns out not bad either.

Special Dates: In June, there is this many of dates that I got to attend every year.
Is my lovely mom's bday, is my sister's bday either, is my cousin and uncle bday as well. It's father's day too.... So June is the most hectic month. Beside the bday and celebration thing. I got to do my final presentation-part 1 within this week too. damn... I'm gonna die, since I am still procrastinating here...

Freedom Festival '08

2008-04-10T09:57:00.000-07:00

Yup, as above...

At first, it was tiesto who make it sound so big that I must go. It's a rave party which located in Port dickson, I really never thought that Tiesto is coming for concert. Untill Dallas told me about it, everyone got excited. Too bad that friends of mine are all way either busy or just couldn't make it. Well, as a friend of them, I feel pity to them.

But I got to say, for once, I am going and you guys stay back... Of course I wish there can make it there. But, it just can't.

Without saying much, ticket bought, apartment booked (unconfirm), transport (pending)(headache)(arse hole)(problematic)(solving)......

for more infomation please log on to: http://www.freedom-08.net/

for ticketing infomation please log on to: http://www.axcess.com.my/

for transportation infomation please provide me!

Past 3months

2008-04-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

If you were to notice that I am away from blogging for the past 3 months.
Family & Friends of mine should know what I am up to.

Yup, I am having practical training for the past 3 months. It's one of the goal that I wanted to reach before the training. At last, it comes till an end. It was weird to see back your college mate, cause we didn't see each other for 3 months. Everyone has changed. They have their own way of thinking now, not like last time. Everyone gone matured. People who is single becomes couple. People that I thought will never go for modelling actually went to Malaysian Dream Girl audition. But people like me, didn't change much except for the knowledge that I had learned in practical training.

I went to Axis Network Design Consultant Sdn. Bhd. for my training. People in there not just professional as I thought, but it's beyond professionalism. The environment of the office is nice, except for the air-conditional that switch off sometimes. And that's when the whole office in silent, but the temperature in there are not cold.

I hereby, take this chance to thanks Axis for accepting me as a practical trainee. Special thanks to Priscilla Leong, design manager. Learned a lot from you for the past 3 months. Beside that, the CAD designer - Kong, Eric, Bernice, Michelle, Ms. Chan. And of course, Mr. Lim, the one that always scold and speak loudly. But he is a nice guy yet playful. Learned lot from him as well. The project manager - Ms. Mak & Ms. Pei Kuan. Fellow collegue of mind - Fang Fang, Mei Wan.
Mr. Lai - Managing Director. Thanks for sharing your design knowledge with me. Appreciate that too.

Conclusion, satisfied with my training. At least I helped out a little in their projects. Bye.
Sign Off!

Believe in yourself

2008-04-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

... and in your dream
though impossible things may seem,
someday, somehow you'll get through
to the goal you have in view.

Mountains fall and seas divide
before the one who in his stride
takes a hard road day by day,
sweeping obstacles away.

Believe in yourself and in your plan,
say not - I cannot - but, I can.

The prizes of life we fail to win
because we doubt the power within.

Quoted from pocket inspiration.

Lucky enough

2008-01-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

Sorry guys for not updating such a time consuming subject. But I'm doing it again...

Ya, might be too busy before today, yet tomorrow will be another same day...

Can you imagine that I am actually writing this sentence by sentence? Am I clueless in front of my monitor now listening to Miserable at best - Mayday Parade?

Everyone have been scolding my "Finally" which will never end. So, I am now trying lucky instead of finally...

It has been a challenging days for me, just simply because I started my Internship.

I finally step into the world of interior design.
I finally got to work with people who has experiences that I will never had back in College.
I finally got my little name fills into interior design world.
I finally got someone name card because of business purposes.
I finally got the chance of speaking on the phone regarding about business.
I finally started my little path to the interior world with an amazing company.
I finally involve in to a gigantic project.
I finally got the chance working in an office environment.
I finally got my very first own table with garden view.
I finally take bus to work.
I finally got my self reach office early.

Finally again?!!

I love my Ipod.
I love my luck.

I got what I want.
I will get what I want more.
I will get what I want more before I succeeded.

LAME??!@#!@#%@!#&%!#%@!#^%!$I$^!*!&^%$#@!@$#^!@$&!

Finally

2007-12-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

Finally everything have done and past. I wish to take a real rest from my holiday, which I already spent them 2 weeks on assignment. I should have a rest earlier, but what to do.

Now, we got to start talking about our trip on this holiday.

At first, road trip heading north stop by Ipoh and Penang. Off.
Second, it was Thailand with train - cancel.
Third, it is Singapore as Christmas trip. Hell No!
At last, Genting. Cheap n short. Tomorrow.

I just wish that nothing will happen and affect our day trip to Genting tomorrow. It was so much of planning with a lot of old town coffee. At last, GENTING!!

Well, we should be glad that at least we got to go in this holiday. Too bad that Edison couldn't join us.

But hey dude, listen to me, Genting will not close down. So there is always another chance to hang out. Remember, human are to be flexible, but we got to sacrifice sometimes for a better life. Just chill out alright... Do Not Piss Off!! here's my kiss to you Muacks...! - only to Edison.

Lastly, Adious amigo.

The black crow

2007-11-27T03:44:00.000-08:00

Today was actually a happy day, well, maybe just normal.. nothing to be sad of, nothing much that really makes me happy except for buying myself a new trunk boxer in a bargain price. This is when voucher help out a lot.

On the way home, I saw these group of black crow flying to no where. That's how i relate it to my journey of going home... It just something to do with human mentality and reaction or responsible for others. Well, what to say, is Malaysian who make this work like a group of black crow flying to no where. Aimless, goalless, no target, no future... etc.etc...

Not to mainly shout this to all Malaysian, and to many other people as well. Me myself as a Malaysian feel so shy about this.

We learn to queue since kindergarden till high school at least, except for those who didn't went to school at all. I am here to judge all adult are irresponsible to the younger generation for not queuing up for trains, buses, tickets and etc. And they still dare to judge the younger fellow who does this and did that. While they them self do not know how to be manners.

The young one will learn from what the adult is in public. Just like a baby crow follow there parent flying around to no where. I felt so disappointed for all the parent in Malaysia and pity to the younger generation who cannot learn a good way of living in this country.

This is what makes me feel like leaving the country as soon as possible.

Question is, when are they going to improve?
when are the black crow knows when to shut and when to shout?

Clueless...?!!

How powerful you are?

2007-11-23T03:35:00.001-08:00

Your Power Level is: 64%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.
Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

ex???

2007-11-23T03:32:00.001-08:00

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really.
(At least that's what you keep telling yourself!)
While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

What Type of Ex Are You?

How do you communicatE?

2007-11-23T03:27:00.000-08:00

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

Which language do you need to learn?

2007-11-23T03:25:00.001-08:00

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.
Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

Which inteligence you have?

2007-11-23T03:21:00.000-08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

what's your weather?

2007-11-23T03:17:00.001-08:00

You Are Wind

Strong and overpowering
A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you
You have the power to change everything around you

You are best known for: your wrath

Your dominant state: commanding

What Type of Weather Are You?

are you happy?

2007-11-23T03:14:00.001-08:00

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

In between

2007-11-17T21:02:00.000-08:00

I believe everything happens, there must be something hidden in between the subject. Which sometimes, we couldn't see it or even realize it, but sometimes it is kept by someone who doesn't want to let you know, or that someone doesn't know how to express it out.

Things or situation is hard to describe sometimes especially you doesn't wants anybody to know about it, but you wanted to tell it out just to express your feeling towards some particular situation. Being a human is kinda pathetic sometimes, when you got to make decision, for example: what to eat? where to go? who to go with? these are all question that eveyone has been asking for life.

Sometimes, I was inspired by the bees from "Bee Movie". What they need to do is to take the 3 day college course and get in to the only factory and choose your job for once and that's your life, they don't even need to know what to eat, where to go except for the one that are inspired by the world. Not to talk about him, but let's talk about their foods, opps, not supposed to have a "S" with it, cause they only eat honey. One life, one choice of work, one food, and one companion.

In another way, we got choice is because we need to improve the world standards in everything, from food, to apparel, to your hut, even there is a damn expensive cellphone. That's why we got choice to make.

Back to In between, you and me, are in between of one word, relationship.

B day

2007-11-14T03:21:00.000-08:00

B day - Big Day.

Is not going to be birthday, and it is not supposed to be D day, while it is delivery day for Overhaulin'...

Well, B day is tomorrow which I am going to get it done asap, it also causes me to fight for it tonight, which I might needs a lot of Red Bull or Coffee to keeps me awake and concentrate. Don't be surprise that this is actually an ordinary exam paper that you got to sit for while you are either studying or working, sometimes...

For once again, I got to study for examination, this is not an end, in fact there is no end for this... No one can escape this, therefore, I started telling myself not to procrastinate for this, because my CGPA is going low. I need to pump up back... It's so scary to see that you can't actually keep your standard. Everything goes well, but just one particular subject which is failed will drag you low to hell. Even though I am not really agree with hell, but was just afraid that I might be going in to one... SHUT!! It's starting to go side way.

Well, back to procrastinate, I actually did that. Maybe someone is the queen of it, then I think I shall be the king of it. Might not be just me, many others are doing the same thing I believe. Why do English words had such a word to describe this. If it doesn't have, I believe there is not procrastinator in this world. So it will be better than now.

I procrastinate by watching movie, ouch, it's "cheaper by the dozen" on HBO. Who the hell doesn't want to watch while you wanted to study. I did well in promising to myself that I will be study right after the show, and I did... I really did... like for 30minutes... Is that enough for a subject to be read? Then my mind started to think of something to cook. Then I went to restroom for toilet and here it goes, my recipe is done. And then trial of it is made for dinner. Oh my God, although it taste better than i thought. But I still worried about my studies. So then got to wait right after my dinner then only I can study.

Apple fillet

Guess what. I am still waiting for my dinner time...

Slower

2007-11-08T10:32:00.000-08:00

My connection did not went slower than usual. In fact, is normal...
My speed of doing assignment is not getting any faster than usual... In fact, even slower than usual.
I got sufficient space for my assignment in my brain for brain storming... In fact, I'm not doing any of it...

Overall, even my blog update was slower than usual. This couldn't be going any longer. I got to keep moving. And to do the priority first.

Has been helping ST with her assignment quite some time, in fact, is even more than I spent time on my assignment. I don't do this that often, in fact, I disagree of giving a hand to help someone with assignment.

Maybe that's just simply because I love doing what she got to do. 3Ds max - it's one of my game nowadays, it replace all my games that has been installed quite some time. And it's driving me crazy for doing lots of experiment with it. I am here to announce that it is a hardcore game. Which made me don't feel like sleeping, but continue with it. I just couldn't sleep before I touch it.

Part of the experiment

Most important is, I updated my blog once again....

Don't keep your self from who you are

2007-10-14T20:47:00.000-07:00

As title, do not keep yourself from who you are is the best way to go beyond your comfort zone. The best way of doing something which you did not realize it will affect others. Do it while you think you can't did it.

There are 2 phrases below that I am going to let you know. Hope you will practice from that and act like one. Do not be shock, you might did not think after it, but it is a very powerful and motivated words.

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE - Adidas
JUST DO IT - Nike

Those words are something which can help you get motivated. Ya, it might be lame if you tell you friend about this, but guess what, that is not your problem at all, it is just simply because they do not know what is the meaning behind it.

Someday, somehow, you might want to change to someone which is to be known by a lot of people. You might tell me I just want to be a normal person with normal income just enough for my daily expenses, yet happy is a must. Let me ask you, what kind of happiness are you looking to achieve? Any kind of happiness can be achieve by your ability. Your ability is limited while you have limited resources and knowledge. How can you use your ability to help others? There is when you got that ability to help someone who do not have and in need of it. Let's say, you got a pair of hand to help an old lady to pick up some fruits from the floor, while the old lady got backache suffered to pick it up. Do you think you will feel happy after helping out? But why are you happy with that? That is just simply because you found that your ability can be use to help others.

You will never know someday you can be use to help others by just because of your ability which others do not have or rather hard to have.

The above points and guidance are courtesy from Edison, Joshua, and me. In the talk of life while having mamak session.

it's digging me

2007-10-08T03:15:00.001-07:00

I know how somebody feels when there are being so dramatically emo in action. I found out that I soon to be that kind of person while I keep telling others not to do stupid action, but it seems like couldn't control. Yet, I still tell myself it can be fix.

But the problem is I don't know where to fix. I'm so emotional down especially this few days. But nothing harmful to me is happened. And I do not know where to start fixing it. Someone please give me some guidance to lead me back to my daily life, do my assignments with passion, and be enthusiastic once again.

P/S: Alcohol do not help in solving problem.

It has been a long time

2007-10-05T02:12:00.000-07:00

Recently? It's not recently that I got this weird feeling.. As my friend, I guess they knew about this if they take noticed in my action and my mood. But, I just can't find any answer to help out with my problem. What could that be?

Yes, I'm lost, lack of something, my feeling is something like in searching of something.

Things has changed so far..
What is that one thing that I lack of which will bring me back in good and motivated condition?
Perhaps a travel to rural area? Alone?

Back to Penang

2007-10-03T03:29:00.001-07:00

Penang is my father's hometown, which also a state that I respect for. Penang was being called as the food paradise city - Gun n Roses. The main purpose of going back was to celebrate my grandmother 79th birthday. So with no doubt we start our engine at the time of 7am with the date 29/9/07.

We always stop by in IPOH for breakfast then only we proceed to Penang. So of course, we meet up with my auntie and kids for breakfast. We had IPOH dry curry mee. After this, my mom came across with a boutique in such a coincidence where my mom said wanted to be there but my dad refuse because of he is not sure how to reach there. So just after the breakfast, we walked out the shop and here we are, that boutique just right opposite of the shop, so my dad is speechless by waiting my mom to finish her shopping.

Ipoh Dry Curry mee

Jun PinJun Ren

Around 11am, we start moving again towards Penang. The trip was fantastic with the weather outside, it was cloudy. So is a good day to drive. I guess. When we reach Penang, here comes the rain. pouring all over the ground. Luckily it was not a long one. So we decided to get the ferry to transport us to the island of Penang. It was cold and windy because of the after rain weather.

Parent and Auntie Robert

Best Describe the weather

After we reached the jetty of the island. We drove to Fort Cornwallis for some photography works and visit while we wait for my uncle to meet us up there for foods in New World City. It was a newly built structure. Which had a lot of stalls from outside the street last time and shifted in there. So it was once a good food from them last time, but due to the rental fees or something which causes them failed in remaining the same flavour.

After that, we proceeded to our hotel and got checked-in. So relax a while with the view of city, Georgetown. And do some cleaning for our body and get ready for dinner to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. It was a normal, typical Chinese restaurant. But the truth is, they provide excellent taste of food and creative way of cooking - they deep fried the fish bone and fried the fish with sauce. It's a two way cooking with one fish. So I called it a creative way of cooking. You might have eaten this before, but is new to me.

My Grandmother

Later, we wanted to get a walk along Gurney Drive, but it was packed with peoples and cars there. With full of performances over there, but we could not find any parking, so get back to hotel and sleep well.

Next day, it will be eating day as well. Beside that, we visited couple of relative. And of cause my cousin which is so cute enough not to let me go.

Kelvin Quah

On Monday, it was the leaving day. So had breakfast and back. Along the way, we drop by IPOH again for foods. We had their famous Ipoh Sah Hor Fan and lots more.

Since this trip, I have a bigger stomach now. Too bad.
This blog prove that I love kiddo...Haha

Days of horror

2007-10-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry for being away for quite some time. Is not that I am lazy to write something new, but I had been too busy rushing my assignment before this, after my assignment, thought that it will be free and easy day to go, unfortunately my house maid got her contract end with us, and went back to Indonesia. So I got to do the house chores since I'm free from assignment and classes to attend.

This sounds just too ridiculous for those who knows me that I will be doing the house chores. Never mind, I already expected that friends of mine with there first impression after knowing this was "OMG, you did house chores?" Nothing to be surprise, yes, some of my friend did said that.

Beside being busy at home, I got to work for extra money out there as well. So it's like giving myself another burden thing to do. But of course, this is what I have chosen. BTW, it's over. I mean the work, not the house chores. But i'm still in my agent waiting list for another job to accept.

Not only this I have done before today. I got an freelance project with 2 of my friends to design a waiting lounge for a customer of ours of course. Keeping myself busy, but I still got my free time watching movies in HBO. Haha, sounds so easy for me. But I can ensure that nothing is easy in this world unless you have mastered it. So I got to continue with it, I will not fail myself just for this few thing.

If you want to have a laugh, watch this

Thought of having a break for myself with friends since I'm always at home with parent for dinner. So went out quite a few times with them, for movies - I now pronounced Chuck and Larry. It is a funny movie which you could laugh your ass off the seat - Maybe. And of course drinking session with them.

When you worked, you learned.
When you start to involve yourself in something, you start to learn how to give commitment in that something.

Not really that horror, but is a must do thing in one's life.

Secret

2007-09-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

How long can a secret keeps?
A long period? or whole life?

If you can keep this secret for whole life, I'm sure enough that you have been suffered for keeping it in your life. If you were to told me, is fine to tell someone about it after a period, I mean a long period. That will be true and fair enough.

The differences between both of these are keeping it for life, you will suffer for life, but you gain respect from the secret. On the other hand, keeping it for a long period and tells out are good to your self and away from suffocation. But this gain no respect from the secret. Which do you want to be?

I believe this happens all the time to us. Not just you, but many. Some are bitches enough to tells it out later right after she knows. This person knows the knowledge of sharing. But some they keep to them self and will not tell others forever, since it's a secret. This person knows the definition of secret. This is one more type who keep their secret and finally spill out, this person knows the law of happiness. Which kind are you?

Did you suffer from keeping secret before?

Think like a fish, you will know why...

( Either you eat the smaller fish or eaten by bigger fish)

best describe me

2007-09-01T11:56:00.000-07:00

Mayday Parade - Miserable at Best

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so
Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

Updates...

2007-08-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow readers,

Just to inform you that I am not going to updates any of my current events, or situation. That's just because I found no time to write long, but just this. Hope you guys will forgive me for not updating some motivated stories and share my current situation with you, but just busy. That's the only words I can said so... Will update soon after my final week.

Anyway, is our big day coming soon, the independence day of Malaysia. Hopee you guys will enjoy this big event with your loves one and cherish each other eery moment you can... Bla Bla Bla... Shit, this is so informal...

Just wnjoy your holiday and Happy merderka Day...

Food & drinks

2007-08-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

Visited Wong Kok Char Chan Teng @ Leisure Mall.

I post this is on behalf of Felix Fun.

Went there with few buddies, which is Skye, Dallas and Felix. This drinking session happens on 15 aug 07. At the time of 11.30pm. On the table of S95, with bill no 001-1045. (For those who are interested in numbers.)

Each of us had a drink and a meal. Not too heavy, and it's not light as well. Looks nice, but taste slightly worst than normal. So which means, it's eatable but not taste able.

Felix's meal:Medi Ham Pit - RM5.70

Sher Hol MT - RM4.20

Dallas's Meal:

Bc/Hm burger - RM5.70
Cold Choco-RM4.20

Skye's Meal:

MS BS Burger - RM5.70
Coke - Rm2.80

Ivan's Meal:

Bx LC Manto - Rm5.70
EB Milk - Rm 3.40

That's our supper.. Will advise to try other food than ours..

You works for money or money works for you?

2007-08-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

The idea of writing this blog is from "Rich Kid Smart Kid" by Robert Kiyosaki. I found out that interesting part of the book are how are you going to make money, don't be surprised that this book not only for children to read, but is a good source for changing an adult life as well.

Rich Kid Smart Kid - Robert Kiyosaki

Doesn't it take money to make money?
The answer will be NO, it does not make you any money. This is simply because when you thought of making money by investing is a good idea. You might ask me by saying "How do I invest when I don' even have money to invest? How am I invest when I can't even afford to pay my bills?"

My advise will be, stop saying that you can't afford it.

Actually every one have the power of being rich, it's so lucky that the power are free. The power is not from outside, is from your own ideas. And it can be found by yourself.

Example:
One's work for free by stacking up a lots of cans food. What he earn are the commission from the sales. Here comes, if you have a better idea in stacking it up while others will pay attention on your stacked can food, here comes attraction and create profit just like that.

Once again, is the power who create money rather than work for money. Every journey that you like to take are start from an idea. If you got no idea about that, you don't even think of having that journey.

So I hope that this is helpful enough for those who are struggling from work. Just to share. All above mentioned statement are mostly from "Rick Kid Smart Kid" by Robert Kiyosaki.

It's a good book to read especially for those who are in their tender age.

Part-time

2007-08-07T09:20:00.001-07:00

For the past 4 days, I've been working as a part-time promoter for Sonic Gear at PC fair, KLCC.

My pass as a exhibitor in PC fair

The main purpose of choosing to work is to refresh my mind, brain or even get a better idea in doing my assignment. Obviously, is not just about cash that I am making. I can said that the offer is not as good as Sony, or even Toshiba. Yup, those were big ass company. They provide big buck for their promoter, and of course they expect you to give big heart on selling there product, not just heart but big time on training as well.

Is not that Sonic Gear pay us very low and ask us not to give heart on them, in the other side, they are paying RM60 per day + commission and you got to listen to them every single word, and black faces that you got to face to.

At first, I thought that being a promoter is just a normal kind of work. But, this PC fair made me feel like doing it for the next upcoming fair as well... why? I guess is because of the satisfaction or maybe is just easy to sell. And I get to communicate with different kind of personalities, even races. With honestly speaking, it reduces the percentage of me by being racist. Maybe I felt that, actually they are not that hard to be communicate. I do jokes with them, and they click with me. as day goes along, some of them even come back to greet me on the other day. Can you imagine that. I just felt that, this is something that I should share.

Well, tiring day was past. Is time to get back to sleep-less night for assignment. I do feel that I got refreshed, and ideas did came out a little. Maybe I need sometime to think about it and get ideas. I felt that I am behind of my course mate lots, but I did not skip the major class, It just moral studies that I have missed. Anyway, Got to rush back and stick back with them, if not, I'm gonna die...

Just hope that upcoming PC fair there are place for me to work again... And to learn something new and get inspired...

Do you know?

2007-07-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

In every blogs or stories of someone, I believe it do hide a story behind. Not to say all, but some. I found it out, someone stated something out, is actually reflecting there current situation, they uses 3rd party to describe as them. So reading something that you don't really understand, but you still find that as a story as well. So that's the secret behind the particular article or blog or any sort of writing form.

Again, think before you judge something.

Thoughts...

2007-07-29T04:41:00.000-07:00

I thought nothing is impossible.
I thought everything can be done, unless you didn't try it.
I thought being enthusiastic is what I am now.
I thought concentration is all you need to forget the past.
I thought being wise, think before you do anything is just perfect for life.
I thought that I am stupid enough to love someone at this moment.
I thought I could be happy with my new life.
I thought I can be strong enough to accept critic.

All this while I've been thinking what ever thoughts you want to succeed, are actually under your control. It's depends on what do you want, and what kind of road you choose to go with. Nothing is impossible as I mentioned above.

But, is actually very hard to go through if you are thinking of succeeding in one thing. Well, everyone's know that being successful is not an easy accomplish task. You got to climb up the stairs, step by step, going by going, once you fall down, you got to climb back up again.

Just when you thought of doing things that will sacrificing one's will and gain another need as I mentioned in my previous post. Of course you will be sad of sacrificing either one, but the other road that you had not chosen will keep barking inside your heart and tell you, you should go for this but not that. This is truly hurt.

You don't get to feel as normal as you want, you don't get to feel as happy as you want, you don't get to be as lovely as last time. This is just too guilty for my self. You just can't forgive yourself that easily. It's just not the true of yourself.

Anyway, life is life, you got to be happy and stay no regret for what you have chosen, as I mentioned earlier as well... Just act normal and stay happy with that. Or you will just drop your tears out and release some stress in yourway of releasing it.

Rebus...

2007-07-23T03:35:00.000-07:00

Definition of REBUS.

Just wanted to share a question, asked from my younger cousin who are at the age of 10.

That day, he throw me a question while we are having a supper outside. At first, he ask my mom that her English is good right? What my mom supposed to answer? You can't said you are good, at least you are a English master holder or even Prof. then only you can consider your self as GOOD in English, not to forget about excellent in English. Nobody in life can said they have an excellent in language.

Anyway, my mom just answer with alright, maybe is good enough for a 10 years old.

Here comes the question of rebus he asked.

Q1: Guess 3MCE!
A1: Er....

Can you actually guess what's that? Luckily her son, Me, are smart enough to answer it correctly but without a reason. That's just because I guess.

Anyway, interested in knowing what's the answer?
A1:3 Blind Mice...

Know why?

Reason for A1 is: 3 is 3 of course. MCE without I = MICE. I=eye. so 3 Blind Mice.

Get me? Just imagine our 10 years old child are throwing such kind of question. Luckily I can answer, just because when it comes to 3, I thought of 3 blind mice.

Another 2 question being thrown as well. Just to share some..

Think, decide, and action...

2007-07-20T19:26:00.000-07:00

"I don't love you" BUT " I honestly love you"...

Do you think the above phrase sound familiar? Like you heard before? Songs title?

Person who heard that before, had experienced with some frustrated question. Ever thought of how hard this question will be to answered by yourself? Actually this is just what you feel when you are thinking too much. But to be true, you got to think about it before any decision or movement being made. Beside that, you got to think about the causes as well. It might brought us happiness but how about sadness?

Especially for years past question, you have decided last time doesn't mean it can last long. Maybe couple of years past, you have the feel to decide whether you want to continue stick with your earlier decision or make a new one now.

Making Decision is a very hard thing, just like asking you to choose your family or the one whom you love. After making decision, things will not be the same anymore, it might be even better or it can be worst.

This sounds just too hard when it comes to another factors that causes you to think not only twice, but more than that.

Anyway, if that particular decision is chosen, you got to stick with it, and stay no regret for it for sometime.

With attached, Both songs lyrics...

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You
When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I am not
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless needing
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another loan
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Olivia Newton John - I Honestly Love You
Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know
I love you , I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you must realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head
I love you , I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along every day
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you got the chance to say
I love you, I honestly love you

If we both were born
In another place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this
I love you, I honestly love you
I honestly love you

Lucky or Bad luck?

2007-06-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

Just few days didn’t post up, there are few cases that are happening, but now is the end of it. I’m so glad to found that I have time to post up something. Let’s talk about each of them. Basically, it sound so lot of it, but is only 3 of it are big cases.

Is end of the term this week, everyone is rushing their assignments, wish to finish it up as soon as possible. But guess what, I’m finish now. At the time of 4.49am, writing this just because I just finish my bath, wanted to refresh myself, then after this I going to meet the dream maker. Just before today, I was doing my work half way, after dinner, I went to bath and wanted to start back my work, after that, I don’t have the feel of doing any of them, what to do. First thing in my mind is to have some coffee to wake me up, because I already plan to overnight with my assignments. Then I call up Felix to accompany me for that.

On my way to Felix’s house - In the middle of highway.

“DANG”, That’s what I heard after I bump into a raise which construction site used for lorry in and out purposes. I didn’t notice that. Yes, my wrong to have high speed on the highway. That’s why I didn’t notice that. Later, I though everything was ok, still moving, nothing seems happen. Then after a 100m away, engine automatic shut down, which causes me cannot accelerate, then I have to stop by at the road site and check what happen. After stopping my car, it seems nothing happen. Then I sit back to the driver sit, wanted to continue my journey to Felix house, but then the engine couldn’t start.

I was lucky to tell you, I just got enough money to miss call someone, can this be counted as good luck or bad luck. Then I miss call Felix, follow by my mom. Luckily there was this TNB guy who are working on the road site, they got the light for me to check up, they even help me to look see whether everything is alright. After awhile, here come my buddy Felix with his Honda civic car drive beside me, I believe those call-man dare not come over because they might think that Felix is a call-man. Ok, come back, then he can’t actually do much also except accompany me. That’s how good he is.

Wait till our friends arrived, Joshua and Fatt. Fatt has enough knowledge about car mechanism to check. After he checked, he said everything seems fine, except for the fuel pump that can’t be checked because is underneath of the car, and it is in the middle of the night.

Sooner or later, here comes my parent. They can’t do anything as well but to call the insurance company. While waiting for the tow truck to come, my dad seems nothing mad about it, except the face had already changed. So what we can do is wait.

After around 30minutes of waiting, here comes the tow truck, what a guy that cannot see our car while we are actually just in front of the tow truck. Then he call up my mom and asked whether where we are, what a shock, my mom just answer him that we are in front of him, then only he realize there is a Matrix in front of him.

Here we start the towing procedure, I found out that being a tow truck man needed actually a lot of skills on driving, because is not easy to handle two car while the other is hanging behind of you. Especially the narrow type of road that he has to overcome. And he did that. What a nice turning he has done.

Later tomorrow, my dad asked for help from some mechanic friend to check it out. So my dad’s car engine starts again with a minimum cost. Luckily is low cost repair, if not, I really felt regret for going out at that time.

It’s an accident which no body actually want it to happen, to summarize this, the point is whether I am lucky enough to have just enough credit on my cell phone to miss call someone or I am having a bad night for that accident?

Is this true?

2007-06-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

Your Extroversion Profile:

Activity Level: High

Friendliness: High

Assertiveness: Medium

Cheerfulness: Medium

Excitement Seeking: Medium

Sociability: Medium

How Extroverted Are You?

In the middle of the journey

2007-06-02T12:23:00.000-07:00

Oh, Gosh! While listening to the songs of one of the band that asked me to join them as a bassist, but I refused because of too much work load. But I found that I’m actually regretted for refusing them to become a band. And now, they went through all the processes that make them one of the famous band in local scene. That’s what I’ve been hoping for last time, even now. But I really can’t afford to lose my time on that. If you ask me whether actually I have time for it, I’ll just tell you that I don’t have. But guess what, in my thinking as nothing is impossible as long as you did it. Time can be adjust, is all flexible, is just the question that I really one to be in a band or continue the wasted money on learning guitar and basses.

Dude, I’m telling you that I am wasting lots of time. But anyway, who cares. Is my own idea, to choose my first priority in studies, I do miss the time with my old band, Semibraves and Noise Trigger. The moment of jamming, the moment of creating songs, the moment that we enjoy, that kind of feeling can’t be found anywhere, unless I am in a gig that makes me doing head-banging, jumping here and there, pushing here and there. Joining in the crowd is another kind of feeling. Doing action that aggressive is part of releasing stress and being emotional is to express. What else can I say?

Playing songs is always what I wanted; playing in a group is always what I am interested. Choosing to study than playing music is my choice. Being success to chase towards my goal is the road that I’m taking now. But what about my interest? Do I really want it to end like this or how? The moment to choose is the moment like choosing a path that nobody chooses and a path that are safer to go on. So what about that? Giving up something is hard honestly, you miss the enjoyment, but yet you are suffering from being a successful man, in return you got success.

Anyway, back to the band, they are playing good, excellent, awesome, what else that’s good? I felt so regret for giving up, but I am just like no choice. But in fact, I do have, well this is life. If ever I got a chance to have my interest and success, I’ll give equal commitment on both.

Have you guys came through with this before?